There is a peculiar tension in the life of a PhD studentโone that oscillates between the desire to produce something ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ and the pressure to produce something merely ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ. Recently, I confronted this tension head-on during my pre-dissertation proposal defense. What began as a pragmatic retreat from ambition ended as a rediscovery of intellectual courage. And in that process, I learned something fundamental about what it means to do researchโnot just to complete it, but to *own* it.
My first dissertation idea was, in the words of our dissertation writing professor, ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ. It was the kind of idea that made people pause, the kind that carried riskโnot just in execution, but in its very premise. And yet, when the time came to formalize it, I hesitated. The specter of timeโ๐๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ด๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด?โloomed large, and so I did what so many graduate students do: I scaled back. I chose a safer, narrower path. One that I knew I could complete, but one that, deep down, I knew did not excite me.
When I submitted this revised proposal, our dissertation writing professorโs reaction was telling. Her expression was not one of enthusiasm, nor even of critiqueโit was the quiet, resigned approval of someone who has seen this before. The look of a mentor recognizing a student who has chosen the path of least resistance. And in that moment, I recognized it tooโbecause I had given that same look, years ago, to my own undergraduate students. It was the look that says: ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด.
It was the same look my PhD supervisor gave me when I asked him to sign last year my dissertation idea form. That realization stung. Not because my supervisor writing was disappointed in me, but because I was disappointed in myself. A PhD is supposed to be a space for intellectual exploration, yet here I was, treating it like just like checking a shopping list..
For six months, I wrestled with this dissatisfaction. Then, by sheer accidentโan error in my data point (that yellow line in the graph)โI stumbled upon a refinement of my original idea. It was a small error, but it led to a light-bulb moment that led from one thing to another.\

I took this revived idea to Dr. Michael Barrios Batu, an economist whose empirical rigor I deeply respect. His response was immediate: “๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆr dissertation proposal ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณโ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ด.” The distinction was clearโone was a competent application of existing methods; the other was a ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ.
Armed with this validation, I returned to my supervisor. This time, I was not asking for permission to play it safeโI was presenting a case for why the risk was worth taking. And as I spoke, something shifted. He was no longer just listening; he was engaged, smiling at every step of my presentation from the research question, to theoretical framework, methodology, and empirical demonstration.
Then he said something that reframed everything: “๐๐ด ๐ข ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ. ๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ.”
At its core, creative license in a PhD is not about disregarding rigorโit is about recognizing that rigor alone is not enough. True scholarship requires:
1. The Courage to Ask Unasked Questions
My research question is just four words long. But those four words open a door that few in my field have walked through. That is the essence of creative licenseโnot just answering questions, but choosing which ones are worth asking.
2. The Freedom to Redefine Methods
Too often, we treat methodology as a fixed script. But what if the right approach doesnโt yet exist? Creative license means being willing to build it.
3. The Willingness to Be Wrong
The safest ideas are often the least interesting. The best ones carry the risk of failureโbut also the potential to reshape understanding.
This journeyโfrom retreat to returnโtaught me that a dissertation is not just a document; it is a ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ. A claim to originality, to intellectual autonomy, and, yes, to creative license.
4. Cross-Disciplinary Audacity
Disciplines have their own languages, norms, and gatekeepers. To borrow from another field is to risk being labeled an outsider (“Is this even economics?” or “Whereโs the political theory here?”).
My original “safe” proposal stayed firmly within established paradigms. The revised one? It smuggles in concepts from different disciplines: physics, engineering, biology, philosophy, religion, and computational modellingโa move that could unsettle purists but opens richer questions.
Cross-disciplinary work isnโt just about importing ideas; itโs about recontextualizing them. This path isnโt just intellectually hardโitโs emotionally fraught. It means: defending your work to multiple audiences, each with different criteria for rigor; lacking ready-made mentors.
Yet history shows that the most transformative breakthroughsโfrom behavioral economics (psychologyโs rebellion against rational-choice dogma) to digital humanities (algorithmic readings of medieval manuscripts)โare born precisely from this tension. These hybrid endeavors are never safe bets. They are audacious move to cross disciplines. They risk being dismissed as “not real economics” or “just computational literary studies.” My own work may well face the same critiqueโcondemned as neither fully Political Science nor properly physics etcetera. But that very indeterminacy is the point. Meaningful contributions rarely emerge from the well-lit center of a discipline; they materialize in the penumbra where fields overlap, where methods collide, and where, for a thrilling, precarious moment, no one can quite tell if youโre a trespasser or a pioneer, a madman or a genius.
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